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i thought my exams were screws so i screwed them up.

this week has been rather stressful. ugh three pretty screwed up papers :( there's english compre which was terrible. i just can't seem to master the art of answering compre questions. don't even talk about summary man. guh. hm then there was chinese gong han. which i DID mug for, but for i do not know what reason, my mind went totally blank during the paper, and i missed out lots of small bits of important info. grr. then there was math test today! which i most gracefully screwed up with my slow writing (as usual). thing is, i was shaking throughout the whole hour. my hand was friggin shaking like nuts la. pressing the calculator was rather odd. and i spent too much time on stuff that was only worth 2marks! i didn't even get to READ the last 8mark question. which was on circular measure! one of my favourite! ffff. blah-dee hell. shat shat shat. quite bad. roar. i need to work on my speed.

three bad tests in a row. and one more to come. yes, chem formative tmr. TGIF- thank god it's formative. but then jules is probably going to verbally slap me or something for not knowing how to answer any questions. you see, i have never ever been good at chem. i never understand what is taught in class. and since that accumulates, it leaves me in a progressively deeper hole every time there is a lesson -.-" i think i am a disgrace to my school. hahah.

PE today. yehh golf! golf is theraputic. it makes you want to sleep. ahhah. vi-james singh. hurhurhur. i am scared of mosquitoes. (looks at wj, fx and sy) wahlao eh..

incident 1
mrong: eh, you all classmates with her (points to me) for 2 years ah?
them: hahah yah.
mrong: aiyoh, better get your brains checked.
me: -.-" wahlao!

incident 2
me: eh! the pe dept toilet door knob is a golfball!
sy: what? (proceeds to take a look) eh? really leh.
mrong a while later: next time you take your golf club (does a golf stance) and try to hit it okay?

ahah many many more. so funny. omg my pimple is bleeding again. hahaha. sianying is learning from me! her pimple bled in class today. HAHAHA. you know, the strange thing is that my pimples always appear at the SAME area. so right now, this pimple that is bleeding, well that's the same site at which many of my previous pimples bled. haha interesting eh...

mmmmmm philo essay overdue! oooh. grrr. oh and philo game on monday was SUPER FUN. hahahah -points at sianying and laughs. okay if i think of more funny incidents i shall blog about them. meanwhile, i am very traumatised at the thought of swimming in a polluted river with crocodiles.

"when you get out, you will have a moustache"- uncle robert on swimming in the mekong river.

alisa says that polluted river is better than river with fishes. where you "feel something scaly every few pulls". eewwww! i am positively scared.

wo zen me zuo ni dou ju jue. ji mo bian jie rockssss.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you